Tuesday, May 03, 2011

OFF

My thoughts have taken different routes and interests in these 5 years of blogging. Very interesting.

To celebrate this, a short / long sabbatical from writing is intended.

So, Blog Number 250 has to wait. I shall break the shell when I've something unique to report to. :)

It's not a painful memory though

I get migraine attacks whenever I go in hot Sun which is unavoidable these days. Yesterday was one of the worst to hit me. The whole day I was struggling in pain. It’s not new to me though.

In pain, I understood others’ pain more. I wanted to take pains of all those suffering in pain without they knowing about it. I was ready to go through till my body permits.

Then I remembered my Mother, who remembered my birthday even when she was experiencing excruciating pain and slipping into short bouts of coma.

I do miss her. I do miss our arguments, the only person on the whole earth I had with. I do miss her display of extreme innocence at one moment and extraordinary wisdom at another. I do miss her scolding that I have to be smart as people take my honesty and innocence for granted. I do miss her care and concern. I do miss serving her attending to all her needs….

I missed my Father more yesterday who taught me how pains should be handled. His silent resilience probably I can never master.

I send lots of love to both the benevolent souls. May all their pains if any be healed! May they remain happy & peaceful wherever they are! May they revel in bliss!